Thursday, May 28, 2009

Self-Loathing

Today has been a bad day:



My wedding ring is nowhere to be found.

I feel like a walrus. At least we weigh the same.

I was thinking about trying Alli because it's FDA-approved and I've heard nothing but good things about it. But then my husband pointed out that we have gym memberships that we pay for, so "why not just go to the gym?" Of course, but pills are easier. That made me feel worse because I realized I haven't been to the gym in months!

I haven't worn make-up since I went to church on Sunday.

I haven't showered since Monday.

I don't even put on clothes until I get the mail at around 4.

I have no motivation- I sit at the computer ALL day long.

We have ants again. And they brought their flying buddies back with them. :(



I need a vacation.

3 comments:

  1. I tied Alli and got really sick on it. I spent days on the toilet if you know what I mean. I had to stop taking them. I wish you luck!

    Have a good evening.

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  2. I hope today is a better day for you!!!! If you don't want to go to the gym.... take a walk..... I am sure it will make you feel better.

    I have never tried Alli - so I can not comment on the results...... but I do know drinking tons if water helps!

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  3. just to let you know the time zone I am in is Eastern Standard. It was 6:51 for me!

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